...YeLlOw FeVeR...

...Commendation day'06...

2006-04-02T17:41:00.000+08:00

...Commendation day'06...

Okay, i'm back..haha.I need to go out again later..for the third time im goin out.I've been very busy and yet still got the time to go out. Well, we sec 4 guides didn't manage to get the chance to march.Not sure what's the reason was.Maybe because our uniform different colour or some sec 4 don't want to march. But this year the parade was so short! Not fair, my year was long and our legs hurts real bad. They cheer also for what except that the fact they train so much..Then we all waited for 2 HOURS just for the prize giving ceremony to end. Then we all serve food.Since its Saturday, they all went out to Macdonald at LP. Reached home at ard 10 plus? Haha. I can't continue because i need to hurry coz my brother wants me to follow him to white sands.So troublesome! *BuByE*

...Haha...

2005-12-30T22:49:00.000+08:00

...Haha...
The sky was dark

The moon was high

All alone Just her and I

Her hair so soft

Her eyes so blue

I knew just what

She wanted to do

Her skin so soft

Her legs so fine

I ran my fingers

Down her spine

I didn't know how

But I tried my best

To place my hand

On her breasts

I remember my fear

My fast beating heart

But slowly she spread

Her legs apart

And when she did it

I felt no shame

All at once

The white stuff came

At last it's finished

It's all over now

My first time

Milking a cow!

...A change?...

2005-12-30T22:29:00.000+08:00

...A change?...

Hey again.And yeah there are changes happening in my family.Now my mum start working as i'm not sure what.But i guess supervising cleaners.Who knows.I don't bother to ask.And my grandma younger sis which is also my grandma is working in my school! Ouh just great.Imagine if i got a boifren in school, sure going to die cos' its a confirm thing that my grandma would tell my mum.I wasn't expecting this tho.So therefore, my dad and mum both working, my brother got to study for his exams and left me,my sis and my grandmother at home.So basically all i did at home was watch tv and eat and do part of my homework.And seriously i need some work out.Go gym or something.Haha.Today is already 30th dec.New year is coming and i'm still not sure whether im looking forward to it.School's going to re-open soon too.I need a new bag.Haha.It feels great to atleast have a change of bag every year.Lol.I still got money to spent on before school re-open.And i can't go out! Noone is free.I told my dad i wanna go Expo and well...hope my mum agrees to it cos then i could go.Haha.My parents are free tomorrow and they definitely have to bring me out.Its a must! Anw i haven read my REP yet.Haha.I'm not sure whether i could read all that passage in just 3 days.And i'm not much of a reader.Once someone distract me while i'm reading, i won't continue.Haha. Council work is going to end too, we seniors are packing our stuff and ready to go.Haha.But before that i make sure i choose a good president for my council.And hey why must have that sec 1 to council excos talk.Haha.I have no idea what to tell them.I still remember when they told me that i was suppose to say a speech to the whole school after i was being elected the 8th president and all i said was,"I hope that i could have all your support whnever we held an event.Thank u."Well, I think i said that. But all i know is that it was really short altho it was meant to be a SPEECH! Wahaha.Anw enjoy your new year people and wateva u do don't ever quarrel with ur siblings.(if u have one) cos i watch this show,and they said tht if u quarrel with ur siblings, u won't get to smell heaven.Lol.Well, it's true rite? *BuByE*

2005-12-26T00:23:00.000+08:00

Im a Black Koala
You are Black Koala who has purity and sweetness of a girl.
And no matter how old you get, you can stay youthful.
Your attitude is very straight forward and bald.
You have quick mind, and a sharp instinct to read the other person's mind.
You are an active woman.
Nevertheless, you also possess a motherly character.
You are kind and can show consideration to others.
You tend to be rather argumentative, and will not accept something that is unreasonable.
It takes time to gain your consent.
You are independent, and has a challenging spirit to achieve your objectives and ideals.
Once you start on something, you will not give up half way, or show weakness.
You know how to get on in life, and are a calculative woman.
Economic wise, you've got your feet steadily on the ground.
You are rather suspicious type of person.
You don't tend to take every word of other person straightly.
You try to read behind the lines, very carefully.
You tend to get lost in your thought.
You think high of sports and training.
Nevertheless, you also think a lot about art, and are a romantic sort of person.
Even after you get married, you can be successful as a professional.

...Nurul's back...

2005-12-25T23:07:00.000+08:00

...Nurul's back...

One more week and school going to start again.*sigh* why can't the holiday be extended for like a mth or so.Haha.Coz' im slacking and i haven finish my amath yet.Got another 4 more practices to do and well intending to finish all today BUT woke up late.Yesterday went to m'sia, and its been a really long time since we all go m'sia.Haha.Once a while my dad bring us out and treat us.So hows my life been? Great! What do you expect rite? its holiday, no school no council work jus home or goin out with friends.Just went cycling a week ago.Haha. Good to get an excercise after hari raya.I've been very lazy lately so i nvr updated my blog.Well it was dead b4 and dead again soon after coz of sch.I haven buy books or start revision yet, so not ready for school.I was watching the perfect man just now and was wonderin how come ppl in other country get stead so early? haha.Weird.Anw if i were to have a stead it would be satoshi or someone who looks like him but so far the only person my auntie say who looks like him is my brother.OMG! seriously? gosh.Who wants my brother.Someone who got talent maybe.Singing or playing the piano? Confirm sweet.Haha.I want sweet guys but not totally sweet, canot handle that.Mushy².No thank you.Gd-looking guys are great but some may have bad attitude so i rather look for someone acceptable.I was telling my mum, what if my boifren is so religious.And well she says it's a good thing.i honestly agree with her.I saw one guy during my family gathering at my hse,and i just love the way he say the prayers.But too bad, can't even say hi,after he finish eating he went home.Haha.After the new year start, i have stayed single for one whole full years.Woohoo! man..im going to turn 16 soon.Well,the soon is in 7 mths time and i'll be stepping down in 4 mths.Can't wait for the 4 mth.And i have no idea how come our school uniform turn out that way.Budget.Maybe.save cost by doing the logo big².Haha.Anw i'll be updating soon.I'm finally going to continue doing my amaths.Enjoy your one more week holiday everyone!*BuByE*

Yes Ah!!

2005-10-14T21:57:00.000+08:00

YeS Ah!!

Yata~!!(Yes in Japanese) Exams over!! Finally, i've been waiting for this moment to arrive- no need to sleep till 2 anymore, don't need to stuff my brain with those formula and no exams paper!! Well, this just the beginning of the teror tho. we still got to get our results back and im sure it won't be good.Erm...not much stuff to recap tho all this week been studying and studying.Except for thursday(13/10), i slept ard 1 plus cause i don't bother to study those sciences!! And i panicked in the morning.Wahaha.After i woke up ard 4am to sahur den i study abit then i went to sleep ard 6.20 and wake up ard 6.30.1 thing, i couldn't wake up at 6.30am. I had this really bad headache and in my dreams i was like spinning around and walking disorderly. Then pathetically i tried callin my mum in my dream.Geez, i thought i never wake up from that dream.But hey i did! I live for another day.Wahaha.Lol.Bah~ One week of puasa oredy. I've been really into my religion this month, and its a good thing. So if you don't want to regret living without having faith in Allah, u better start now. I feel so free!! Haha, cos whenever i start praying all my problem are off my shoulder and u feel enlighten(is tht the word?) ah...exams are over buhden still got those sec 1 to interview. Monday-Interview, Tuesday-Interview, Wednesday-Thailand visitors, Thursday- Exco meeting, Friday-Graduation Ceremony. Bakka. Can't i enjoy my freedom from exam first? Sheesh, this really do sucks.Anw i love japanese drama and movie, like crying out love in the centre of the world which is so sad and waterboy and swing girl.Top idol: Satoshi Tsumabuki.Haha. Okay, i'll stop here for now, continue soon and i pity ppl hu read my blog..Bubye!Ja!(bubye in japanese)

2005-10-08T16:56:00.000+08:00

Wahaha..Gd-loOkIn Eh...ThIs A JaPaNeSe AcToR! KaWaii...TrY WatcHiN WaTeRbOyS ThEn U'Ll NoE..

Anugerah

2005-10-01T21:22:00.000+08:00

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AnUgErAh!! +FauZiE LailY+

2005-10-01T21:12:00.000+08:00

FAuZiE LaiLy!!

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2005-08-22T18:07:00.000+08:00

...All ThOsE LaUgHtEr...BeFoRe ThE Run..[me and aisyah]

...Argh!! TesT!!...

2005-08-22T17:33:00.000+08:00

...Life is a nitemare...

Well, suprisingly all my common test has ended especially physics and amath. So i jus gotten back from school and suddenly felt like posting. Jus now was amath re-test. Wah~ Can't imagine how difficult it wud get for amath final yr examination. The topic we're doin now is trigo and hey its not as simple as u thought it would be. I failed the first amath test. Guess how many marks i got. 8/50. =) Well, atleast not zero. I failed my english test too. Geez! What other test will i be failing next.One thing tho, i know i fail my physics.No doubt bout it. I dunno what has gotten in to me. I kept failing my test. And my sister kept bothering me and now i just got scolded by my mum because of her. Its hard havin a sister like her. And i don't even have the mood to be happy and hab fun all the time. I'm dropping soon. I can't blame the paper ofcourse, i was too busy doing hw and coming home late so therefore i don't even understand what they were teaching in class as im oways sleepy. And i jus remembered something, i have to come out with a script for teacher's day. WTH~. After teacher's day is CSP, what next? i can't even have time to atleast organise my job and rest enough.Am i really stress? or am i only stressing myself? And honestly there's no need for a september holidays!!! I still can't use the time to organise myself. Holiday also must go school. So what are holidays for then? Better let us rest on saturdae and sundae oni rite..This is terrible~ soon im gonna be dead. Come to think of it, some ppl oni think about themselve.And ya they told us that studies are important too but look at me now, im losing concentration.Argh!! Help.And now the sec 1's are callin ma'am in school.-.-". But eventho im busy nearly everyday, i still find time to atleast joke ard during my busy moment. Honestly, my family and my friends(be it in class/school or religious class) have pushed me this far.And one word : PATIENCE. Hey...this is the most essential stuff in someone life so u got to hav it!! And being a kid is difficult, u got pushed around and ppl lik me oways got scolding cos i hold way alot of responsibilities."I'm just a kid and life is a nitemare.."-lyric by simple plan.Wookay i'll update in one week time..As i still hav to do a weekly report of 300 words.Sigh~So to all those fortunate peepz out there treasure ur time or u'll end up like me!.*BuByE*

2005-08-14T17:33:00.000+08:00

...[SpOrTs DaY] TaKeN afTeR OuR Run..EvEnThO we LoSt wE diD PaRtIcIpAtE n trIeD OuR BesT!!...

2005-08-14T17:28:00.000+08:00

..WooHoo! ThT MaRkS e EnD Of OuR EnTrEpeNuEr FaIr!...

...Mass Run...

2005-08-08T20:31:00.000+08:00

...Mass Run...

Well mass run was great except tht only the top 20 is able to win sumthin! Haiya..i ran so fast but ended up in the 22th position. But atleast better than the ppl hu wud rather stroll than run.lazy.Haha, i wanna run again next yr!! So not fair..ran 2 times but last yr i was in the 23th position.Last yr they gave socks to people hu came in after 20th position and this year they did not even acknowledge the ppl hu came after 20th.Haha. Honestly last yr was way better than this yr.Sheesh. Nvm dun be discourage altho i lost alot of thing but hey atleast i participate and wanna try again next yr!! And i can't believe i wore a pink socks eventho i dun really lik pink.Haha.Lol.So after mass run all exco went to Mdm Ng's house to visit her and she will be comin back fer guides on Fri! Woohoo! We had fun tho, we were all laughin n laughin den went to eat lunch.Then we got stuck at Rivervalle cos we dunno the way back to pasir ris.Haha.Then in the bus i was half dead.Shio tired.I ran a 4.3km ard bedok reservoir and wow that's lik twice my 2.4km run.Then after reachin home, i went straight to sleep cos i got a headache and woke up at 7 plus,pray then here i am infront of the com updatin my bloggie..So basically tht's all! *BuByE*

...Heyz!!...

2005-08-07T14:12:00.000+08:00

...Heyz!!...

Hey everyone! Okay..its been really long since i ever updated this blog.Haha.Well i've been busy with my sch werk and council werk and been comin home late nearly everydae.Erm..so far nth interesting has happen to me except tht i recieve a $120 voucher to buy spec.Haha lol. I dun use spec and my bro told me giv it to my frens.Lol.Tht wud b such a waste and till now i dunno wat to do with it.And my hw is piling up! why can't they just giv us less hw..i came home late after meetings den need to go religious class den came back ard 9 and then mus force myself to do hw.And i only manage to sleep during the weekends.I mus now 'tahan' till Council selection programme ends. But now still got teacher's day to discuss on and by the time this two events ends then i can rest! Its hard being the president tho, sum ppl jus wished to become one but i rather be normal councillor.Honestly! Besides havin meetings and all i did find time to sneak out of it and hav fun wif my frens! lik wat i did during guides.I hate meetings! After guides on fri we went LP to eat and on e way home we were laughin non-stop! Haha.I feel so happy wen i get to stop doin all my werk and jus go out and hav fun!Sec 3 life isn't tht fun, not lik wen were in sec 2! Last yr was e Best yr ever and too bad we can't turned back time..Wookay guess tht's all! *BuByE*

...School? Argh!!...

2005-06-29T18:22:00.000+08:00

...School? Argh!!...

Wookay, school have started!! Geez, 1 month is tht short?! Its already the third day of school and well everything is back to normal and got a new relief form teacher and new time-table! I just love tuesday..no math no amath and no phy and no chem. How kewl. The ferst thing tht got into my head was council. Only the ferst day, some people neglecting their duties. Come on guys, duties will not stop until school closes. But we're bonding quite well but must remember to buy socks for people wearing ankle socks! You councillors just watch out. And guides starting this fridae! Woohoo! i jus wanna finish up my testwork and gold here i come! Life?! my life? Been really great lately. Appreciating every bit of the time i had and along the way met some of my old frens and hey they still remembered me! Thanks guys.And tht irritating freak is still disturbing me. He just don't understand the meaning of i hate you!Sheesh, why don't he just change school or just migrate to m'sia or sumthin and out of this small country. He's not even part of my life and nvr will be! He's all e mushy² type of guy and i hate it! Come on la if u don't even know the meaning of love and mushy² stuff, go sit one corner and play marble. I rather be with someone fun and friendly, and knows how to love life. Fun guys nvr fails to cheer me up and they know when's the right time to be serious and not. WAhaha. This not the time to think bout guys. Studies and more studies. Amath getting difficult each time. But i'll get over it soon. Hope so! Hehe.Okay, i'll end here.*BuByE*

...Campfire Burning...

2005-06-07T12:41:00.000+08:00

...Campfire Burning...

Heyz! Okay2 actually im suppose to edit this post last sat coz that is when i had my campfire. We guides had campfire at Ngee An sec and it was awesome.Haha. We dance around changing partners from different school and sing song and enjoy some performance.Well, there was a performance by ngee an guides and council and got performance from dunman sec oso. The guys from dunman sec who were performin a song was so cute. Haha, altho they sound rather weird but we all love it. Then we had games. And come to think of it there's malay guys joinin scouts.Wow i tot that some mly dun lik joinin this kind of uniform grps.Impressive. But we all had fun altho we all have second thought of not goin in. I dunno bout other ppl but i noe i had fun and im like losing my voice rite now. Coughing non-stop. There's another campfire in school tomorrow but im not sure whether i'll be going or not because i had a communication course till 5 and if im going i have to rush home and went back to school at 6 p.m.Sheesh. But since other schools are coming too so why not.Haha. Okay, My homework is just piling up! I got altogether 13 hw. And i only done 2 of it. Argh! Its already the second week of holiday! Man, i really have to finish everything A.S.A.P. especially math. So far nothing amazing happen tho. Im still the same old me except that im oways feelin bored at home. Changed my hp number but i guess i'll be using the old one after i finish using this new one.Not going holiday this holiday coz everyone working and my bro schoolin. Guess i'll be staying home but not everyday cos i got religious class to go to. Okay. that's all i can write n if there's anithin new i'll update! *BuByE*

2005-05-26T21:13:00.000+08:00

Hot...Man i dun feel well but i still need to go school and camp!*sIghz*

2005-05-21T00:24:00.000+08:00

Have you ever wonder what life is about...?

..How are you?...

2005-05-20T22:57:00.000+08:00

..How are you?...

Hello..well the heading is tht because i can't seem to forget roszana asking everyone how are they..funny. Okay..sch was alright and i passed physics! yey! Thought i wasn't going to pass it but i did! Then got guides, didn't play captains ball cos come late then didn't play with water cos dun wan 2 get wet.Then we played wacko. As always they all sabo me and i have to be in the centre for bout 5 times till i have to do forfeit.And what do i have to do? Do banana dance..Now i simply hate bananas.And throughout the wacko game, i was laughin non-stop cos i kept laughin whenever i look at syazwani same goes during the sing-along, During sing-along i drop down on my knee and got bruises cos there is a molester on the loose who's trying to rape me.(Guides u noe hu =)) Then watch vcd, titled wedding planner, its a gr8 show but pity we can't continue. Then went to save sumthing then went home. I was so tired tht after using com i went straight to sleep and woke up at 8 plus. I was intending to wake up b4 7 so that i can pray but ended up waking at 8. This week is so boring cos our religious class has been cancelled cos sumthing happen. So i dunno whether there is religious class next week.I hope there is! Okay..i've been frustrated lately..for certain reason tht u might noe. Anw my holidae so packed! i got sumthing on 28 n 29th May i got sumthin on 30th May and 1st june i got sumthin on 4th June, got sumthing on 9th june and flag day on 15 june and 3rd week got remedial..so much for the holidays.Tht's all *BuByE*

..argh!...

2005-05-18T19:51:00.000+08:00

..Argh!...

Halo...okay, exam has ended but things aren't, straight after exam got alot of council things happening..Next week got Parent-Teachers conference and me n denise n tarmizi have to be incharge and teach sec 3 class chairman their respective duties.Haiya..Another thing, for three days straight, there are 3 diff guys add me in my msn and i dun even know hu they are.Argh! what's wrong with guys this days trying to find stead with sumone they don't even noe! Come on la guys(hu have mindset like that)..wake up and get a LIFE! I've deleted one and waiting to delete the other two. Third thing, my room is in such a mess, i organise my books NEATLY on the table and my sis just come in and pull out her book and ended up getting messy again and how hard i scolded her to re-organise she shout back and look at that table its damn messy and she's in my parents room now waiting to go to sleep..argh!And my room is full of her stuff except for my clothes and books and pillow but all the big2 teddy bear and her barbie doll are all around the room..its freaky at nite..woah..That's the reason why my brother dun wanna share room with her..its so annoying! and forth, faiz if ur readin this, go away! Dun ever have the intention to follow me and talk to me i dun care! even if u wan to end ur life or cannot concentrate ur studies none of my business! Go find other gals u thick-skin-no-shame boi.If u still do so..im gonna buy u a MIRROR and pls look at urself there's no use of me being nice to ur cos u dun deserve it and once again LOOK AT URSELF FIRST! chase me for nth...hhmp irritating freak! lastly, my exam was horrible imagine i got just passed marks for almost all my test..cos i haven get 3 more paper back yet but i oni got D7, C6 n C5 no B no A. Haiz..this is like the worst marks i ever got..but hey they is still room for improvement..there's still final year examination. Work hard Raudhah! That's all! *bUbyE*

...Aeroplanes...??

2005-05-14T21:36:00.000+08:00

...Aeroplanes...??

Heyz! Okay today suddenly the topic aeroplane pop out in my head.Well, just now went to watch aeroplane, kinda weird but hey my dad wanna bring me but its outside nothing much actually. I was just wondering when am i goin 2 ride an aeroplane . Since young never got the chance too and same goes to my parents. Im so jeolous wif people who get to go overseas.sheesh. Okay2, then while we were watching the plane go off, i saw this police car coming towards our car, and unexpectedly they approach us and asked us to leave cos we're not supposed to be there.Haha.That was my day! Okay, mid yr was alright except for one or two sub that i find it difficult.Anw, mid yr ending soon! tues my last test and mon no sch! And when exam finish, the "worst" is yet to come.Council!! Its difficult being a president cos i've never been one yet before this! And this is one unexpected thing that happen to me, how cud i possibly manage to be one when i see nth in me. Its worth a try also, i might grow from this experience and learn sumthin out of it. After few years in council, i can definitely see changes in me, im not shy like before, u noe i use to be very shy and dun wanna talk to anyone except for my friends ofcourse.Erm..okay that's all, im goin 2 study a-math not today tomorrow, its late oredy.*BuByE*

2005-05-14T13:04:00.000+08:00

Mid-yr has arrived! All e best everyone!

2005-05-13T11:25:00.001+08:00

Our Investiture Backdrop..Great job guys!

2005-05-13T11:25:00.000+08:00

Oh-Boy! By any chance can i run away before i make my speech? he-hex..smile..

2005-05-13T11:24:00.000+08:00

oOo...okay..That's me on stage..giving my speech..

2005-05-13T11:23:00.000+08:00

Wow! Im So WaNtEd FoR OnCe..PiCtUrE EvEryWhErE..

We're On TeeVee

2005-05-06T21:05:00.000+08:00

We're On TeeVee!

Hey hey! Wookay, believe it or not im on teevee! erm..on wednesday..Haha..Okay bout 9 of us councillors went to Istana to pay respect to the late president Wee then while we were all queuing we saw this camera man and this woman talkin and we all guess it that we're goin 2 b on tv! First time i watch it i saw e loyang gal who was standing right infront of us and there we are.Smilez. hehex.Well goin to the istana was Fun.Although it wasn't meant to be a fun trip.But hey u can't help it when u meet ur old frens and new ones! I met this loyang guy in the bus who i already knew from the E8 cluster thingy.Its gr8 to be seeing him again. Outside the Istana, there's alot of sec pri and JC students all waiting to get in. Jc guys are damn tall, i look so short beside them. We got onto the same bus as loyang sec and meridian pri. Then got back to sch.Should have asked the guy's number coz they're havin investiture soon.(he's chinese) Okay, mid yr coming!!! im shio scared. All i can say now is all the best peepz! hehex. I'm havin so much fun even tho its not fun at all. I'm feeling happy..guess that's the only way to get rid of unwanted stuff out of my head. And happy b'dae to this sec 1 guy who i totally forgot the name, oh boy! how cud i forget..n sowie i can't attend ur b'dae party as i got exam to study for. WoOokay..*BuByE*

2005-04-30T01:03:00.000+08:00

WoW!!!! This guy mine!! Totally mine! Damn he's gd-lookin..

..OlD FoLkS...

2005-04-17T12:52:00.000+08:00

...OlD FoLkS...

Heyz ppl..im writtin again..eventho im really sick rite now..and my head is killin me..well, yesterday me and my guides went to old folks home at dunno where..after i stepped in the home..suddenly i remembered about my late grandfather..its really touchin..Seeing all the old folks there alone...whatever i do i won't sent my parents there. Alot of diff ppl there..one who can normally talk to you,the other call u for nth(tht's really scary), one who wants to shake ur hand again n again, one who talk alone(mayb he wants to go home).And tht's basically about yesterdae. This past few days, i've been elected to be the president of student council.I was really shock wen they told me the result, coz i never thought i was goin 2 b one.This is my first ever time having to be given such a high role and not goin 2 be tooo proud or ppl will tend to hate me.The past past days, i had my commendation day..and it was sooo boring.Honestly, it could be fun if only they haven start the parade so fast.The went home alone.Tomorrow i got my e-math test and i hope im feeling well and so i dun hav 2 miss my religious class again. Tht's all.*BuByE*

2005-03-25T15:45:00.000+08:00

You're the one..

2005-03-13T20:51:00.000+08:00

...MeMoRiEs...

...Hye!!...

2005-03-13T20:18:00.000+08:00

...Hye!!...

Heyz! I'm back because its school holiday.Well it doesn't seems like a holiday since we were given piles of hw to be finish by school re-open which is oni one pathetic week!And test will be given.Sheesh.Okay i've just finish my camp today.Its fun! Especially the nitewalk and i have to sit in the middle of the quadrangle in the dark.Haha.About the competition, we lost because we don't have decoration(as noone told us to bring) and its too simple,this is greenview guides la.I spot some of my old fren, now in bedok town all so different! And one thing i can't believe it im in the investiture organising team! Anw im NOT happy about it! Its tough to be in.argh! Hate it when im in! I failed both my english test and its not a small matter! English is the most important subject.Life? Well..its goin too fast and i don't have enough sleep and i can't catch up with my studies because i don't have time.Two major events coming my way and that is comendation day and investiture.If i can't cope, u will be seeing my test drop real bad before mid yr examination.lub life? haha. Sowie not attached.Oni miz some of my fwen who has now changed and disappear to nowhere.I miss the old days!! If oni i can turn back time! Wookay..i'll stop here.All e best for me! haha.*BubYe*

2005-02-14T23:43:00.000+08:00

...oOo...

...VaLentInE...??

2005-02-14T22:56:00.000+08:00

...VaLentInE...??

Valentine??!! What day was that suppose to be? so lovebirds out there could show their priceless true feelings towards their gal or guy? Or is it a day for people to show that they appreciate the love they recieve or whatever it suppose to mean.Its best for us(malay) to avoid celebrating such occasion but its not wrong if your just want to have fun on that day,like my school having this cargo and jeans day.And i can't believe that christopher and scott ruined my yellow rose! U pathetic fools! I got that for free okay..on valentine somemore!Scott, you purposely squash my yellow rose rite!Whats with you guys, hate flowers ar? Or you're just JEOLOUS.=P.We had a performance after school, quite fun only that the hall was SUPPOSE to be a dance floor and people are ga-ga to get the party started but noone ever did pick up their courage to dance.Oh'oh i know what you all thinking...Thought that im that ga-ga to dance..noway..Im not included in that "people" catagory.Sheesh, why does a day like valentine always seems so dull..no happening! Lub the V cube magazine! 2E5'04 rox to the max!! To single peeps out there somewhere on earth..Enjoy life! if you're trying to release the stress or bgr problem..one suggestion..go to the beach! You wouldn't believe how great the breeze there! One thing don't go there searching for homosexual.-_-"..N i fail my eng again! for the third time in a row! What's happening to me?! Whenever i sit for my eng test my brain would go totally blank.Darn. Okay that's all forks! Tag me up if u have any other comments.*BuByE*

2005-02-09T14:26:00.000+08:00

...14 Feb' 05...

2005-02-08T18:07:00.000+08:00

ItS A BiRd..nO..a PlAnE..No..ItS NoThIng! StReCtCh HiGh PpL..

2005-02-08T18:04:00.000+08:00

RiCk~MaN Of WiSdOm..MaY ThE HaNdS B WiTh u..

2005-02-08T18:03:00.000+08:00

YaM...SeNg! CoRrEcT SpElLinG? ChEeRs..BeFoRe GoIn 2 SlEeP..

2005-02-08T18:01:00.000+08:00

PoSiN WhILe ExCeRcIsinG...HuMaIrAh LaSt MiNuTe SmILe..

2005-02-08T17:59:00.000+08:00

My GrOuP LiStEnInG 2 e InStRuCtor..

2005-02-08T17:56:00.000+08:00

MoRe SeC 1 'A' CaMp PiCtUReS..HeRe ArE E SeNiOrS Hu ArE WiLliNg 2 SaCrIfIcE ThEiR TiMe..

...UpDaTiNg In PrOgReSs...

2005-02-08T15:27:00.000+08:00

...UpDaTiNg In PrOgReSs...

Hello people who are kind enough to read this blog,I'm here to update this thing!! Ferst and foremost , would like to wish all my chinese friends happy chinese new yr! Lets talk about wat happen just now in school, we had the first three lesson but learn nth much except for social studies,we got back our test n i passed! I don't want to fail like my chem test which was embarrasing as most of my friends passed.Then after the last lesson ended we went to the hall.On the way to the hall, you could see all the upper sec student seperated and going their own root.Worst of all when we were walking outside the hall struggling to get inside, the upper sec guys are all so tall n they stink!Imagine we all are shorter than them and we have to walk in between this two group of stinky guys. Fuhh~Lucky we got through that unbelievable root.Then the performance was "great" IF they don't let the councillors sit at the corner and let the sec 5 get the seats,they should put benches there.Sheesh~so not fair. Then, went for short council meeting,whereby we have to take pictures and count council skirts.The skirts need to buy new ones as the colour is fading n we got only 29 of them and not enough size S.Erm..still wondering should i wear home clothes on valentine or just pay for it? Anw..to all the couple out there happy valentine day..haha..advance one just incase tomorrow never comes..LOL.*BuByE*

2005-02-03T19:07:00.000+08:00

My CuRrEnT RoOt...In RElAtIoNsHiP..

2005-01-25T20:40:00.000+08:00

PoSiNg FoR FrEe!! OuT FoR SaLe! HaHaX.. Me,AsHrAf,HumAiRaH..

2005-01-25T20:39:00.000+08:00

Okay..hErE Is Me WiTh HaLf Of My SeC 1 PeErS...

...FaNtAsTiC..

2005-01-25T20:24:00.000+08:00

...FaNtAsTiC..

Okay life as sec 3 or even upper sec..was a disaster in the making..You know we were all given hw nearly everyday..aren't you sick of it?? Come to think of it i failed both of my eng test...i did well in my e-math tho.. That was life as a sec 3 student but overall i luv my life..so free...n single rox! Haha...what for have crushes when you know you can't have them and have stead when you know you can't last long..the usual stuff..studies come first...I got lots of council task n job to do..but balancing it with my studies is the most difficult thing to do. The sec 1 were nice to me, even tho i don't know most of them. And the presentation fot taking my scholarship at CC is this Satudrday!! So fast eh..haha..my cousin gettin married on that day and the next day. Okay, thats all i guess..no major or minor problem cause what for brag about old stories..true rite! *BuByE*

2005-01-08T23:57:00.000+08:00

WaTeVa DiS Is..ItS JuS EvIdEnCe!!!

2005-01-08T23:56:00.000+08:00

MuMmY!! DoG On E LoSe!

2005-01-08T23:55:00.001+08:00

Uh'oh..WaTch OuT GuYs..

2005-01-08T23:55:00.000+08:00

Who's DaT? Hu WaT WhErE?OoOooo..

2005-01-08T23:54:00.000+08:00

PrIncE Of TeNnIs..SeRiOuSlY e anImE BoRe Me..

2005-01-08T23:51:00.000+08:00

This Is NaruTo WaNnAbE GrOuP..

2005-01-08T23:50:00.001+08:00

HeY..We WoRe e SaMe ColOuR ClOthEs..Im On E HunT 2 KiLl My BrO!!

2005-01-08T23:50:00.000+08:00

Isn'T ShE PrEeTy...DiS LaCuS WiTh BlAcK HaIR..

2005-01-08T23:49:00.000+08:00

Halo..PeAcE PaNdA!! HaHa..Dis Is GunDaM AcTualLi..

2005-01-08T23:48:00.000+08:00

WeE..KiKyO..KaGomE n InUyAsHa ClOneSs..

2005-01-08T23:47:00.000+08:00

ThIs ArE ReAl PpL, HeRe In ExPo!

...Is ThErE?...

2005-01-01T01:45:00.000+08:00

...Is ThErE?...

Okay sorry i didn't update my blog..its not dat i play game and dun want to update it...my internet got error..and i can't even check my hotmail..sheesh...okay..so wat did i do yesterday? I went to bugis..haha..den went to sunshine plaza..den went 2 chinatown, my goodness..isn't it so pathetic goin there..but one thing got dis one shop sellin condoms..is there such shops?? Omg..haha..okay then today..help my sis wrap her books..not one but alot..sheesh..den read my seventeen magazine..wanted 2 cut my hair!! Should i cut it? by 2morrow? Im scared dat it wud turn out horrible...den 2 days later school reopen..ouh one more day! haiya..gimme a suggestion..sud i cut i shouldn't..i got dis excitement to cut my hair..dis urge..haha..but one thing tho..i got only $10 in my pocket..enuf meh?? Orite den..i stop here for 2dae..Nitez..*BuByE*

...CoSpLaY..

2004-12-26T21:33:00.000+08:00

...CoSpLaY..

Okay..me and my brother went to expo for a cosplay..meaning people will lik dress up lik japanese anime character..quite fun..onli dat we are a total odd there as we are mly! Hey..its not a problem if ur and anime fan u noe..My brother bought this cute toy..haha..im met inuyasha!Buhden the ka-go-me is fat n short..sheesh..doesn't fit..i saw kakashi from naruto..eh not bad for a simple guy to be dat gd-lookin wif japanese character outfit...Saw some gundam..freedom and justice..den dis woman came to use 2 interview use for sumthin but as u noe i rejected except for my bro..okay..wanna noe more why dun u go there nxt yr to watch it again..haha..no regrets..Okay den i went to queensway...in search for my converse shoe..found it n bought it..haha..den wat else..went back home...hey look out ur window today..Full Moon...fuh..yoo..hehe..i post up some pictures we took there..but dun look at me i look kinda horrible..haha..i wasn't ready...lolx..okay..*BuByE*

...AgAiN?!...

2004-12-23T22:18:00.000+08:00

...AgAiN?!...

Heyz..okay..today was the sec one registration..i hav 2 b station infront of e general office incase sumone got lost or sumthin... Mostly all the sec 1 are so short..haha...I'm not surprise if next yr there will be a most popular gal or sumthin...fer sec 1 ofcourse..cos spot sum minahs there...n a gd-lookin sec 1guy ar..but mayb he will be one of dem too..not surprise la..cos it all depend on hu dat person mixed around wif...hope he dun turn out dat way..pi-ty him..haha...Then went home..nth to do actually at home...waitin fer the day i can go out and buy my converse shoe! haha..again..my sis played the game..i tink she is so addicted to the game..dun even wan 2 pray...sumthin wrong wif her...gee..eh jus found out sumthin..i thought that i was e oni one who hav a bad sense of fashion but im not alone..i tink my sense of fashion is better than her..haha..no offence..dun terase ar ppl..okay..ppl kept askin me how come i dun go lookin fer a new guy or havin a crush on any guy...y wud i? he's not my life or anythin..i noe it wen it is e right time...ever think of havin a steady from diff race..for me its very hard for both of us 2 related 2 each other so i think dat i better stick to my race...and.speak more of english..cos ur living in an english speakin world and u dun wan 2 end up being so odd...but im not sayin dat im good or sumthin...i sux in my english..jus tryin my bes here..n fer e last time..im not showin off here..its jus dat e topic came popin up in my head..u can't help it wen ur brain control all ur movement...*BuByE*

...Me?!...

2004-12-23T01:17:00.000+08:00

...Me?!...

Okay..Today was so called fun...There was a meeting and i thought that it will not turn out as expected.But hey..new teacher new way of holdin a meeting...Totally lub the way she work..nearly all of us luv it..This is e ever first time we finish every single thing in one day...Okay..kinda pissed wif my sis..she played this game n needed sum credit stuff and ask my dad and den she use my hp..sheesh..den she need more she use my mum's hp..den all e arguin start...my mum was scoldin my sis n den my dad came in wif my hp bill..My goodness..wat do i got 2 do wif dis..okay..i noe my bill is damn high..mus refrain from usin too much smsin n stuff...but i got e scoldin too?? Hey..im not e one playin it...okay enough about dat..okay tomorrow sec 1 registration..im not surprise if e new sec 1 will mostly b more of malay ppl...Im veri satisfied dat im incharge of dis..haha..rather den i do camps camps camps...okay..my fwens hu i usually tok 2 has kept quiet recently...not even comin online..wat dey do anyway at home? okay..dats all..*BuByE*

2004-12-23T00:44:00.000+08:00

My iDoLiSed BoIfReN..IsN't He A CuTiE..He'S 17..

...bOrEd??...

2004-12-20T18:34:00.000+08:00

...bOrEd??...

Bored? come to think of it..y is there such word called bored...wat if there's no word lik bored,boring,boredom...so wat u sae wen u got nth 2 do..im jus plain lazy? nah..it doesn't fit...Gee guess e word bored etc. is quite useful....I watch cinderella story for the second time..Just want to get a clearer view of the show...imagine..livin wif no father..n a plastic step mother...with two step sisters..oOo..dat wouldn't b gd...havin livin in a fantasy is much better..but when u got too immersed in it..u will be seperated from reality...why wud u wan 2 b livin in a fantasy...its reality dat ur livin now till u die..what possibly fantasy do...okay..see wat i mean..im addicted 2 this type of shows..sheesh...do guys gossip too? Hehe..Just interested to know...I thought onli gals got some major problem..guys too? Hey..we're livin in e same world...why wouldn't guys be sensitive too...okay..onto the subject again..bored...how do you ever removed e boredom in u...put up an anti boredom campaign or sumthin? Maybe, ppl jus don't use their time carefully...after thinking about this..intendin to go 2 the library to borrow some books..don't want to waste my two more weeks doing nothin..talkin about books..i haven't finish my charmed book yet..since e staring of the year...my goodness...Don't tink i got the time..i got sec 1 orientation 2 plan about....haiz...sometimes i kept thinkin bout my late grandfather...his face kept poping up in my head..whenever im bored..i thought i cud talk to him...but..u noe wat happen nxt..okay..dats it for now..*BuByE*

...My mY...

2004-12-19T23:50:00.000+08:00

...My mY...

My mY...why am i not surprise..thx alot fer changin ur skin lik my future one! damn u..get a life! dun go stealin ppl's stuff here...sheesh..so pissed...anw..watched cinderella story 2dae..vcd ofcourse..quite nice..so romantic...hilary duff n chad micheal murray fit perfectly..except dat he's engaged oredy..rite? isn't hilary duff such a lucky gal..she can hav any guy she wans...sumtimes jeolous of her...but wat can i do? watch her onli..ever imagine of bein lik her..gee..in my dreams of course..i totally lik e song from natasha bedingfield..she rox..here is some of e lyric;

Make your move if you want

Doesn't mean I will or won't

I'm free to make my mind up

You either got it or you don't

This is my current single status

My declaration of independence

There's no way I'm tradin' places

Right now a star's in the ascendant

hehe..lov it..dun depend a guy 2 validate me..dun need 2 b on sumbody's arm 2 look gd..n bla bla..luv e lyric..so meaningful.. currently in my single status n havin fun..not dat i wun find true luv but one day..haha..dats all..*BuByE*

2004-12-16T22:26:00.000+08:00

FeR FuN..e BiAtChIcKs..BuT ShOrT Of OnE..HeHe..

2004-12-16T22:21:00.000+08:00

OkAy..HeRe's e PiC..Im StucK At E SiDe n i CaN StILL SmILe??

..Hey!..

2004-12-16T21:59:00.000+08:00

...Hey!...

Hey! feelin happy 2dae..dunno fer wat reason..realise my idolise boifren is damn gd-lookin...im in luv if a far away guy..hehe..ppl dis is not i mean not aaron carter..jesse mccartney is 10 times cuter den him..i like his hairstyle..droppin down..n u sud see his hair wen he do spike..its real cool...i let u all see dish council picture..i dun even remember takin dat..n how come im stuck at e side..damn..im suppose 2 b inside wif e grp..damn n i look horrible..dats durin our council retreat at nacli..enjoy lookin at it...i got a fren hu look nearly e same as jesse mccartney..he got e same hairstyle or sud i sae almost e same..n damn he got a gr8 smile...haha...n btw i wud lik 2 sae sumthin 2 dis one jerk out dere..pls shut up liar..n dun go apologizin 2 me..cos i waste all my effort helpin u buhden u lied 2 me...sudn't hav trust u even from e beginnin..get lost liar! u oways ruin my life...*BuByE*

...??????...

2004-12-14T22:35:00.000+08:00

...??????...

Hello ppl..okay jus notice dat dere's bout 2 more week till sch reopen? so fast..dun even tink got time 2 wrap my books..cos i haven bought dem yet..haha...i haven read REP passage..okay..i change my background song into Jesse McCartney- Beautiful soul..my all time boifren...haha..he's damn cute!!...i heard dis song so many times so wonderin if i sud post it up..haha..wanted 2 post jojo song or ryan cabrera or even yellowcard buhden dis one ferst..i'll change soon..after one week of dis song..nth happen jus dat my cuz came n sleepin over...haiz... hows my life? erm..change alot..since my grandad passed away...i change alot...i seems 2 b more patience..n care more bout others..even tho i dun care alot bout myself....did i change? lol..nvm den..ouh no! my sec 1 orientation is comin...die...i dunno anythin n all of dem r bombardin me wif all sorts of qns..i may b e person in charge but noone update me..coz i cud not get in touch wif e teacher incharge..die..dat thing will start on 22nd and 23rd...argh!...relax...stress up e teacher incharge wen i can get in touch wif her...wahaha..im so mean..(tot i care more bout others) lol..haha...anw..ppl enjoy life..my fren sent me dis msg... " Sumtimes e world gives us so much reason to hate.But whenever tt happen..we're jus stop n think..How can we possibly hate dis world wen our loves ones r part of it.."i change abit..hehe..true rite? think bout it ppl..n ciau..*BuBye*

..PwInCesSsS..

2004-12-13T17:26:00.000+08:00

..PwInCesSsS..

WoW...princess diaries royal engagement is really cool..sowie fer being so OuTdAted...haha..jus bought its dvd..so nice..u noe chris pine hu acted as Nicholas Devereaux..he's so cute..haha...e show is damn sweet n romantic..u sud watch it..its funny too.. e new security is so 2pid..haha...u can't stop watchin it..lik me! haha...i oways waits fer e best part..whenver chris pine appear..wow..he's so gorgeous in blazer..woohoo...i lik shows lik dish..remember e show e prince n me...e prince is cute too... buhden 2 bad...we're living in e typical country singapore...u can't find ppl lik dem here...onli gals sud watch dis show..cos guys wud think dat dis show is so e lame...but its gr8..i giv 5 stars..2 e actor onli..wahaha..lol...haiz..keep dreamin raudhah...all dose stuff won happen..even in dis country...e eligible so called prince is Sr Nathan..anyone interested? altho he is attached...wait.. he got son? wahaha...even if he got a son..i won b bothered...prince william is gd-lookin too...how cum i tok bout prince so much? Mayb b'cos im addicted 2 all dis type of shows..attracted 2 e "prince" actually...haha...all e princess wannabe r so lame..y do dey called themselve princess? thick skins? haha...okay..ciau.*BuByE*

2004-12-13T17:25:00.000+08:00

IsN't ShE LuCkY..TwO GorGeouS GuYs EspecialLy On E Rite..HahaX...Dats ChRis PiNe..

2004-12-13T17:21:00.000+08:00

PrInCeSs DiarieS 2- RoYal EnGageMenT..

...So???...

2004-12-12T22:42:00.000+08:00

...So???...

HeLlo ppl im back...sowie fer takin soOoooo long to update this blog eventho u ppl dun read it..*SiGh*..i was at my cuzzin hse from tues wen dere's a gatherin after one week of my grandad death...on tues was "fUn"..yeah "fun"..suddenly hav 2 wash all e utensil..n e worst of all is washin it wif my ex..nxt 2 me sumore...den eat! wat else..i jus came back from ideafactory n was so tired..den tok2 wif my ex..den sleep but not wif him ya..! stayed dere quite long..met wif my ex so many times..but nth negative ya..haha..haiz...2dae jus came back from m'sia...wanna wish InSyIrAh HAPPY B'DAE! haha..u tink i fergot issit? dun tink so.. okay..im bored now so i'll tok...my presentation is damn bad..i realise it oredy..i'll tok rubbish wen doin presentation..rite??? okay...if u got a fwen rite..den after how many mth u seldom tok 2 each other..den do u still reckon dem as frens?? cos ppl jus come 2 ur life n leave jus lik dat...wat a fren rite...dey dun even try 2 keep in contact wif u..ask whether ur fine or not..until dey got no other frens...im not blamin anyone rite now..i jus encounter dis many times..at ferst ur reli close 2 dat fren den as time passes dey giv reasons or jus leave...so? do i still reckon dem as my fren..or r dey jus illusions...bad habits dies hard...so u ppl out dere includin me..dun tok behind ur frens back bout wen dey found a new fren dey will surely leave u...cos u will nvr noe dat ur lik dat too...how come it is so hard fer sumone 2 ask whether their frens r fine or not...suddenly deres a long silent between u n ur fren..den wen u die dey won't even noe...wat if u die 2morrow...will dey even care? lol... y m i even askin dis qns...noone read dis dumb blog..haha.. gd wat..i can sae anythin i wan...lol..k ciau..*BuByE*

...SaDdEsT MoMeNt Of My LiFe...

2004-12-05T22:01:00.000+08:00

...SaDdEsT MoMeNt Of My LiFe...

E saddest moment of my life was 2 see sumone close 2 me n my luv one go...it jus happen so suddenly on 1 Dec'04..i was havin camp dat dae..and we were pitching e tent at nite den suddenly i heard sumore called my name..den i saw my mum...she went up 2 me n said dat my grandfather passed away...i was so surprise dat i cried non-stop...my grandfather was my mum's father... on my dad side has passed away even b4 i was born...imagine i got nomore close grandfather..argh..im so sad...waa...i tink i'll get over dis nxt yr...cos i can't ferget him...he gav me 2 stuff dat i usually use...man...i still remember wat he oway do 2 me..*sobs* he usually joke around...oways go out in mornin..buy bread or sumthin..den read newspaper infront of e door or even beside e window...waAaA!! I cannot tahan again...still remember e way he lik playin wif my sis...n how he lik tokin 2 me..e last time i saw him was durin e ferst dae of hari raya...its so early fer him 2 go..i miz him alot..he's e onli grandfather i hav n hu im close too...on 2nd Dec'04 his body was brought home..i was so sad..dat i can't even look at his face fer e last time..but i look n kiss him on his forehead...his face is still wonderin in my head...n now i got no mood into goin 2 sch n do council stuff nimore..i wan 2 take time off cos its so hard 2 ferget him...ouh man..n im listenin 2 Brandy- Have you ever song...so sad..if i can find e song i'll put it up..let u all hear it..Im calmin myself down..anw durin dis few days i kept on seein my ferst ex...even goin 2 his hse..wif my cuzzin..dun tink negative ppl he's jus my cuz's neighbour..not dat i wan 2 patch up wif him eventho he ask fer it..lolx..i tot dat was a secret? Uh'oh..atleast dun spread ya...anw ciau..*BuByE*

...TiReD...

2004-11-30T01:40:00.000+08:00

...PaIn...

2004-11-28T01:42:00.000+08:00

...PaIn...

Okay ppl..expect e unexpected.."notice" sumthin dat reli hurt me alot...try not 2 bring it up...but im not sure whether its true or not..k bout my sore throat n runnin nose..it has healed abit..fer my runnin nose..but my sore throat...still e same but still wen i cough got dis pain in my chest..*dun tink negative ppl*....it oways hurt wen e cough is real bad..n headache oway occur...dun care niwae...take medicine n everythin okay...but it will oways come back..mus b from e mosquito bites..n im still kinda frustrated...how come dey wun let me rest!!!!!!Mon-Wed got council retreat..Thurs-Fri got idea factory...den sat rest sun goin out...Mon got meeting again n den go out...Its so not fair!! Im sick..ppl sae get well get well...buhden i can't rest wats dis? dey wan me 2 die issit??? Not satisfied wen im still alive? stop givin me jobs fer goodness sake...considerate abit..i got a camp comin up soon...2dae is e onli dae i got sum rest...2morrow im goin out...27th rest....28th go out....29th meetin n go jln raya...30th go jln raya wif fwens...1st dec...camp...see...i jus finish camp n it started again...so unfair...n e upcomin camp is a survivor camp...lemme die ar..good rite...so dey finally get a new ppl 2 do e job...argh!! im jus tryin 2 b patience here..chill...dis thing is still botherin me...i tink i wun get well...after camp i still got ideafactory 2 go thru...den sec orientation...den sch reopen...wat a holidae...a nitemare fer me...k ppl may think im dat choosy...lazy..got lotsa reason dun wan 2 do...but actually dat kind off ppl dun hav a brain 2 tink!Ppl hu hate me after readin dis..dun start tokin crap wif me..jus press e x button on ur top right hand corner n get out of my blog!..Cum on dey're so free no upcomin camp nth 2 do sit at home doin nth...might as well giv dem sumthin rite...dis is not relatin 2 anyone...n fer GOODNESS sake again...i hate mushy mushy stuff...like muackzz..can stop sayin dat? sae goodnite is enuf..pls..noone says muackzz 2 me! Im not e cheap cheap gal hu accept does stuff...yucks...k b4 i burst out..betta sign out..ciau..*BuByE*

2004-11-26T21:42:00.000+08:00

NiCe RiTe E BlOgSkIn? I Wan 2 ChanGe 2 DiS But ItS BlUe..DuN CoPy Ya PpL!!

...CoUgH...

2004-11-25T22:06:00.000+08:00

...*CoUgH*...

Hi..im still not feeling well todae...its gettin worst...okay..2dae idea factory was great...ferst part was borin wif toks n toks..but after dat we went orchard rd again! my gosh...dat will b e second time oredy...n as u all noe i got a reli bad sore throat..n im supposed 2 tok..n ppl wud look at me wif shock faces..n i hav 2 tell dem i hav sore throat...dis not my normal voice.so horrible..doesn't fits wif me..okay..den we went back 2 sch..suddenly my grandma's sis kol me while im in da bus SlEePiN..she wake me up till i can't sleep nimore..den back at sch..after we had cakes fer break..i totally turn mad..haha...i'll go lik tokin non-stop n laughin..wif my gothic voice...n i kept on eatin..ferst was kfc..den dey giv cakes...den went home eat again...e worst is yet 2 come..n i can't stop myself from sleepin...cos im iLL not sick..haha..sick in e head...not me ya..k let me tok bout my life..its been long since i ever tok bout it..life has been lik empty no problem..no lub problem..haha..n ppl.. i dun hav any crushes..wat wrong wif not havin any stead..it takes alot more originality to b single..dere's alot of thing u can do wif no stead..n dere is still ur frens hu giv u encouragement n cheer u up anytime...so get it? haha..erm..dats all i guess...*BuByE*

...I'm BaCK...

2004-11-24T20:50:00.000+08:00

...I'm BaCK...

yey2! my council retreat has ended but my idea factory is 2morrow..im so tired now...guess wat..i got runnin nose n a sore throat..damn sick..i tink im goin 2 hav fever too...okay...i'll giv a summary of all e 3 days..first dae do nth much..but we got nitewalk..we hav 2 walk in kent ridge forest dere solo n get out at e other side...quite fun..i went alone u noe..how brave..*aPplAuSe*...2nd day oso fun...at nite we got dis consultation but while waiting we play husband n wife game...all we hav 2 do is find a partner of opposite sex...all e couple r so cute...especially donovon n jessie/jinnie..ikhtiar n khairiah..n more..haha...e guys are runnin n pullin e their gal partner...haha..n we play ouch obit obit..3rd dae wen orchard rd...dat was my first time 2 orchard rd n damn i luv it..got alot of cool shops u can shop...haha...really fun ar no regret.den dat time was oso e most embarrasin moment of my life..we we ask 2 stand in e middle of dis shoppin mall where dere r alot of passerby n perform a dance..n we were expected 2 find 5 ppl 2 watch we dance...after singin it startd drizzlin..haha..we hav 2 do dat bout 2-3 times..at diff places..n we look 2pid! imagine u shakin ur butt at public places...erm..wan 2 noe more become councillor..haha...n im so frustrated wen i was sleepin people kept on callin me! one becoz of 2morrow course..e other guides...e other my bro fwen..argh!~im so dizzy rite now..n my voice is fadin away...~~~k dats all..ciau..*BuByE*

2004-11-22T00:26:00.000+08:00

...E Most EmBaRrAsSeD MoMeNt...

Bye ppl n bloggie..i'll be goin 2 camp 2morrow or sud i sae later at 8..waa...dun worry i'll update on sat wen i got home..hehe...haiz...im waitin fer sum1 2 msg me b4 i leave buhden dun care...k nvm..bye every1..haha...i hope dis is goin 2 b fun..cos i get tired easily..damn tired..im tired now after one whole dae of StufF..den tryin 2 stay awake 2 write blog...i can't believe every1's sleepin now...i pack my bag last minute...sum stuff r still not in..my cuz goin camp on e same date as me too..hehe..she will be goin fer OBS trip 2 pulau ubin...wow..most ppl will be goin dere...i hav nth 2 sae much...e treasure hunt thing was damn fun..buhden it is e MOST EMBARRASSIN MOMENT OF E WHOLE OF MY 14 YRS! *bLuSh* im 2 shy 2 sae it out...ppl hu noe act dunno..ppl hu dunno act dumb...*bLuSh* dat was my worst experience ever...nvr nvr nvr do dat again... e main thing is dat dun tok so much..haha...n dun walk so much...wow..bad dae hah...k anw..it was a gr8 dae...n ciau..*BuByE*

2004-11-20T23:02:00.000+08:00

...FrUsTrAtEd...

I'm so pissed rite now...2 b honest..i hate last minute stuff..honestly ...k wen u hav meeting or sumthin pls standadize EVERYTHING..yea everythin...dun sae sumthin n den change dem..im so pissed! i had a hard time 2dae..cos usually i oways feel dat way b4 camp..i haven buy my secret pal gift yet...no time as usual..oways go out n got home bout 10-11p.m...argh!! 2morrow got dat treasure hunt thing...im okay wif dat..onli dat...nvm..k wat happen 2dae..was dat i went 2 TM..den went jln raya again..went home early cos my father will b workin 2nite...i simply dunno wat to wear fer bottom on mon...cos NOTHIN fits wif e red council tee..NOTICE: COUNCILLOR PLS WEAR RED COUNCIL TEE N PREFERED BOTTOM ON MON.. notice by desiree..n if dere is any LAST minute changes pls let me noe! ArGh!! i simply hate camps dun u? hehe...hope dat tresure thingy end soon...cos i wan 2 enjoy b4 e camp n courses starts.which is after it!!..dere's alot of activities line up fer me..dun noe y..but simply my holidae become my nitemare or sud i put it as hell!! help me...im sooo busy fer one week..den my camp starts again..wats dis...dis is wat happen wen u go 2 sch..2 much stuff 2 b done..n dis wat happen wen ur too active...life is nvr fair...k 2morrow i'll beg my dad lik hell so he'll bring me 2 bedok 2 buy all e necessary stuff...k ppl listen 2 dish..e stupidest thing..ur goin 2 a 3 day camp n u hav 2 bring 8 shorts/pants/bermuda....expect us 2 change every hour issit...k ppl hu r frustated at me or pissed after readin bout all dis stuff..dun be shy...PRESS E X BUTTON ON UR TOP RIGHT SIDE N SHOO! sowie 2 b mean here but im statin e FACT! Ciau..*BuByE*

2004-11-20T16:43:00.000+08:00

Your element is Light: Innocent, beautiful,
kind-hearted and pure. You are so sweet your
almost angelic, you find joy in others
happiness and cannot stand to see anyone in
pain. You want to make everyone around you feel
good about themselves and if someone is upset
you can tend to become rather upset as well
which means you are sympathetic and raise
others above yourself. Being as kind and
good-natured as you are people have most likely
hurt you in the past but you pick yourself up
every time. You may look fragile but you are
stronger than most tend to see. Life is
beautiful no matter how you look at it and you
understand that people make mistakes, not
everyone is perfect. You try to see the good in
the bad which is a talent few posses, dont ever
let anyone change you. You truly have a
beautiful soul inside and a heart of gold.

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2004-11-20T16:34:00.000+08:00

Your so cute anyone would think your cute. Even the
grown ups:) Probaly any boy would run up to you
with flowers and cute stuffed animals like
you;) Just look at you. Your adorable:)

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2004-11-20T01:59:00.000+08:00

Your Beauty lies
in Plain Sight. Plain, simple and the girl next
door. People tend overlook you as you are the
"normal girl", but you're actually
very beautiful. And you have plenty about you to
set you apart, but more that
lets you blend. People love the stability you have
because as others may come
and go, you will always be there and you may always
be the same. You like simple
things and that's what people like about you. You
most likely enjoy things most
consider normal, like movies, shopping, that sort
of thing and are very friendly
and probably have many friends. You are sweet and
kind and that shows on you,
but you're also strong and not very naive. You're a
rather well-rounded
individual. Even though some people pass you off as
just another girl, shrug it
off because they don't know what they're
missing.

Quote:
"To the world you may be one person, but to
one person you may be the world."

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2004-11-20T01:07:00.000+08:00

...Hi...

Hehe...sowie didn't update coz 2 busy collectin money! orite..since im not yet tired 2dae i'll update it..okay...so far... nth new.. met wif new ppl onli...2dae after my guides n council meetin went 2 my sis sch...i don't noe dat dey're havin an entrepreneur fair! haha manage 2 spot lotsa gv sec 1 ppl...as usual.. its their former sch too...my sis spent almost her money...wow..she's rich...haha...i spot some of my old fwens too..i was lik tryin 2 hide my face..cos dey look at me wif a "pAtHeTIc" face...lolx..k ppl if u dun wan 2 read pls close dis window...hehe...den..eat eat eat! im gettin fat...haha...but i dun look lik one...so strange..k sharmila..u got a fight wif him eh..haha..dun need 2 b all fussy bout it..guys need time..i'll get into fight MoSt of e time wif..sum1..but no use..haha...it mus b a misunderstandin...guys dun understand gals n vice versa..its e same..u feel so pissed wen he blame u fer it...rite?? sowie ya if i interfere into ur ReLaTiOnShIp..i feel lik sharin my experience..wan 2 noe more? erm..borin..anw.. i'll be busy fer one week startin from 21st Nov...got camp den course..den camp again..how am i goin 2 go out wif my famili? dats y family conflicts oways occur..u dun spent much time wif ur famili..haha...its rite, rite? Erm...went jln raya again... maximum 3 house per day...Haiz..how 2 make business here...anw i lik 2 sae happy b'dae 2 firdaus( my old fwen)...haha..its 1:07a.m oredy...okay...c i ferget wat 2 write...i'll b off 2 camp on mon...attire council red tee...no!! i hate dat shirt..its damn big..but e size is S...not fair!k ferget it..i still hav 2 wear it..haiz..?? ciau! *BuByE*

...HaPpY B'daE...

2004-11-16T23:24:00.000+08:00

...HaPpY B'daE...

HaPpy B'DaE DaD...haha..2dae was my dad b'dae..lucky i remember but sori dad no present..hehe...den did not went out again 2dae...reason my broder hav 2 study fer his O's 2morrow..lol!! i wan more collection cos i can't go out fer one week! my...i wan 2 apologize 2 my fwen cos i ferget 2 kol u yesterdae...so sowie...i fergot..cos im so busy wif my relatives...okay..2dae...onli 3 family came...enjoyed myself..haha...met wif my uncle's daughter...hu's name is nurul amirah...she's so cute n adorable...hehe....den..met wif my old time fren..hu's e same age as me..n a guy...he's short..hehe...den...i can't believe it i ate from mornin till nite...wats wrong wif me..seems dat i can't b full...im so strange..nomatter how much i ate...i won't b fat...n i realise dat e colour white fits me..hehe...erm...i thought of ideas 2 e study thingy..dunno whether it will work but i'll keep it in mind..erm..ciau? hehe*BuByE*

...BeSt...

2004-11-15T23:32:00.000+08:00

...GrEaT...

Hi...2dae its alright...jus dat i can't go out..cos all my cus or almost all my cuz came...no mood into entertainin dem so i get a scoldin from my mum which she ferget after dey all gone..haha...my sis go change my screensaver which is so annoyin..imagine spongebob screensaver wif dis dumb song...den...at nite bout 10..my dad fren came..i thought they're comin at 7 or 8... soi bathe so fast..haha..but atlast dey came at 10...haiz...their son my brader old fwen...he's skoolin at siglap n now sec 4.. buhden doesn't look lik one..he look oldskool...wif beatle haistyle..did i spell correctly? okay...he look punk but not punk...haha..he's nice.. ask me where e dustbin..hehe...my mum sae he's handsome..my...ferst time in my whole 14 yrs...my mum actually confess dat sum1 is gd-lookin...wow..kewl mum..keep it up..haha...it is e embarrasin moment of my life wen he came into my room n dat spongebob screensaver pop up...-_-"...*SiGh*...lucky he was tokin 2 my bro...den i watch american nxt top model..lucky mercedes still in.. since my all time fav sarah is out..im so out..haha...but mercedes is in all e way gal..k dat all...ciau..*BuByE*

2004-11-15T15:26:00.000+08:00

JeSsE McCaRtNeY...WoHoO..He'S CuTeR DeN RyAn...IsN't He?

..SeLaMaT HaRi RaYe...

2004-11-14T22:02:00.000+08:00

..SeLaMaT HaRi RaYe...

Hey hey hey..haha...selamat hari raya 2 all muslim ppl...happy celebrating..okay...my baju raye fer dish yr is alot..but 2dae i'll b wearin green...wat a coincidence i got e same colour wif sufri..haha..^5...n my other fwens too..i went 2 only 2 house..which was my grandmother's house...got lotsa green packet...money money...haha...i was so damn tired dat i tried 2 stay awake by smilin..haha..i slept at 3 am in e morning yesterday...buhden..2dae..im goin 2 sleep early...but im not goin out 2morrow...coz my cuzzins r comin...so kewl....saw tarmidzi...my small cuz...haha...he's so damn cute...he's e second version of me..but cuter...=x..i feel dat dere's sumthin wrong wif e font..k nvm..ciau..*BuByE*

...ErM...

2004-11-13T13:25:00.000+08:00

...ErM...

HeyZ..continue where i ctop e last last day...haha..okay...wat happen..erm..got a fight wif my mum..=x...its bout my room..she came in n was angry so she threw most of my usable stuff! OMG...k den i hav 2 buy all over again..*sIgH*..den...went out of e house n went 2 sch...wat a day...k den 2dae! erm..nth much..went 2 sch as usual...k if anyone readin dis jus 2 let u all noe..anyone from GV ofcourse interested 2 join a study program..not important if u dun wan but all we wan 2 do is dat we could share our success wif all of u ..n i will b workin wif humairah..means joinin wif her CaFe..kewl huh..so anyone interested lemme noe..i'll b promotin wen sch reopen tOo..so pls remember k...its goin 2 b fun buhden if u goin 2 come in n out fer nth pls dun join...join fer a lifetime...hehe...okay...nth much happen...so 2morrow rAyE!! isn't dat fun? haha...im not "dAt" excited coz it feel so empty dis yr...dunno y..but still celebrate fer e sake of celebrating....k im done..ciau...*BuByE*

2004-11-11T21:52:00.000+08:00

So sWeEt..a WoRd On E GaL'S HaT.."PeTiTe"...

...LoNg??...

2004-11-10T22:58:00.000+08:00

...LoNg??...

Helo..haha..its been a LoOoOong time since i've update dis bloggie of mine..haha...i've updated sum pics n quiz fer u all 2 try k..okay2..dun read if u dun wan 2..okay ferst..yesterday did not attend e class party..wat a pi-ty.. my mum dun allow me cos its fastin mth..lolx..guess u guys hav lotsa fun..rite sharmila..haha...haiz..on fri dere's council meetin..lucky fer awhile cos i dun wan another 3 hrs meetin!! no!..hehe..n e council retreat cost me $10.. my dad was so kind dat he lend me..(he lend me money everytime..=X)..den e council t-shirt will b black..yes..lucky not orange...erm..n btw thx again ashraf fer e photo..its so nice..haha..both cute guys r inside.=x...btw hu cares..got nth 2 write cos u all noe my life..borin..no FREEDOM...livin in jail wif a gd service...GuYs won't b dat lucky if dey wanna go out me..haha..cos i can't go out wif dem..too bad..it even tougher 2 go out wif jus frens...erm...dat from my perspective of guys la...okay? I'm done? *BuByE*

2004-11-10T19:37:00.000+08:00

...I'm A...

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2004-11-10T19:16:00.000+08:00

...Hu Me?...

Chamomile Tea...
You are Chamomile Tea.
Your an original! Helpful to anyone in need and
always willing to lend a hand, you take action
but not through violence, people listen to you
for you have a knack for giving wonderful
advice! Many look up to you and you try your
best not to let them down. You have many
friends steadfast or no who consider themselves
lucky to be near you. You may have been hurt in
the past but you dont let that stand in your
way! You have a wonderful outlook on life and
try to see the good in people which is an
awesome gift!

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2004-11-10T01:10:00.000+08:00

!Me!

You are one of the few out there whose wings are
truly ANGELIC. Selfless, powerful, and
divine, you are one blessed with a certain
cosmic grace. You are unequalled in
peacefulness, love, and beauty. As a Being of
Light your wings are massive and a soft white
or silver. Countless feathers grace them and
radiate the light within you for all the world
to see. You are a defender, protector, and
caretaker. Comforter of the weak and forgiver
of the wrong, chances are you are taken
advantage of once in awhile, maybe quite often.
But your innocence and wisdom sees the good in
everyone and so this mistreatment does not make
you colder. Merciful to the extreme, you will
try to help misguided souls find themselves and
peace. However not all Angelics allow
themselves to be gotten the better of - the
Seraphim for example will be driven to fighting
for the sake of Justice and protection of those
less powerful. Congratulations - and don't ever
change - the world needs more people like you.

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...VoN DuTch??...

2004-11-07T22:22:00.000+08:00

...VoN DuTch??...

HeLo..erm..kk..continue from yesterday k..orite yesterdae i went 2 geylang..can't believe it dat it is so damn crowded...n it RaInIn! ouh my...n its nite time..we decided 2 walk inside e BaZaAr n its ToOh cramp..my god...can't breathe n i nearly got stuck in dere..i had a hard time findin a new clothes..n guess wat..me n my bro spotted AlOt of ppl wearin e von dutch shirt...everywhere...we spotted bout 10? haha...wats wif von dutch niwae..i hate dem...no offence ya...okay..den todae bake KuEh..yea..it turn out gd..haha...i can cook! wif e help of my mum..lol..still on e hunt fer my BaJu RaYa..buhden..dis yr i may not hav one since my mum dun wan 2 buy fer me..haiz..its goin 2 b lik last yr no baju raya on e ferst dae of hari raya! can u believe it..i cry lik hell e dae b4 hari raya..fat hope...kk.. it has been a reli gr8 dae..my dad told me 2 appreciate life cos u got a reason 2 b livin in dis world..haha..clean up my room...more 2 b done in dis one week time! *BuByE*

2004-11-06T18:10:00.000+08:00

*SmiLe*

2004-11-06T18:07:00.000+08:00

FeR OnCe..JiN hAo is InSiDe DiS PiC!

...WaHaHa...

2004-11-06T17:20:00.000+08:00

...WaHaHa...

HEyZ..haha..sowie ya ..nvr update bloggie..b'coz dere's dis stuff dats block me from updatin my blog..*sIgH*.. okay2..let update wat happen yest..guess wat..haha..i saw dis picture..reli funny...can't believe my eyes...wan 2 post it up buhden..veri insultin..haha...funny in a way dat it is ugly...veri surprisin...dun wan 2 bring it up..okay.. den can't stop laughin lik hell..OmG..den..watch japanese anime on art central at 11 till 12...i post sum picture of mcfly coz e song is so nice...i lik dougie..he's cute..haha..listen 2 their songs ya..'ObViOuSlY"...erm.. y skool close so fast? im so bored sittin at home doin nth...noone 2 tok 2..sms ppl..but no reply..borin..n i can onli use my hp on sat n sun...erm..goin out later..wee..atlast im out of e house! Go shoppin..haha..but im broke..totally broke..5 cents in my bank? ArGh...n my room is still in a mess! i onli manage 2 clean up my magazine..dats all..2morrow i'm goin2 make cookies..yey..hope it turn out gr8..*BuByE*

2004-11-04T22:55:00.000+08:00

McFlY AgAiN!! ...ObViOuSLy...